Monthly Archives: January 2008

So I am going to be a daddy after all September the 5th – the start of the fall It would not me if there were not a few twists and turns along the way And I guess to my … Continue reading →

This is part one of my day Where from Luton – I am going away Only to Bedford mind you As there is something I have to do   Meeting Nicki there – we need to talk From the station … Continue reading →

My mood has to lighten As myself I am really starting to frighten A bit hard when Nicki again gave me a load of abuse from her gob Calling me a loser and a knob   That conversation brought back … Continue reading →

Yesterday morning at nine five past My doctor said of you I thought I saw the last Well this time – I am not faking I think he could see that as I was shaking   For the last two … Continue reading →

Six o’clock in the morning – what a stupid time To be writing yet another silly and sad rhyme I told Nicki last night straight That I don’t believe there is a baby due date   That baby is gone … Continue reading →

This is where I will start I have a broken heart Then you ring me last night out of the blue Saying 1st September our baby is due?   Uh – what? The last I heard you were selling the cot I … Continue reading →

I am over this but I am not I was really looking forward to having this tot! Since then direction I have lost Again failure came at a cost   But generally I am doing OK Trying to find my … Continue reading →

I am in the trenches and I am in them alone Just me all on my own So it is me against the world – ok we shall see What I can do just me!   I am beaten ideas … Continue reading →

Up early again before the dawn Thinking again about a baby that was never born In my side that has become the latest thorn I am tired as I write this and I yawn   At six this morning in … Continue reading →

Losing that baby – made what Abi did a walk in the park And now with my self it is time to be stark Time to step into the light from the dark And what I am going through this … Continue reading →