What the fuck is going on with my past
From another girl now comes a very unwelcome blast
As she told me ever so sadly
Her life because of me has gone totally badly
Got a right verbal pasting
A dose of my own medicine she wanted me tasting
But travel back in time I could
Then I would
Do exactly the same thing again
I had no idea your life would get hit by a train
But as much as you claim
I am not the one to blame
I am sorry I took away from you something dear
I am sorry for you I am no longer near
But as I know you won’t see what I write here
Again let me clear
I did what I had to do
And my reasons for doing, I thought you knew
At the time my plan was sound
So again why in my diary, I am covering very old ground
What happened to you was tragic
But a wand I don’t have that is magic
Neither did I have a crystal ball
So I thank you for your call
I hope things for you work out ok
Now my diary lets get back to today!